it’s NOT EASY. i love everyone. seriously, sometimes i wish everyone could just be lovely and nice and wonderful towards each other and that everyone would love one another simply and easily. all smiles, all day, everyday. but that’s soooo not how the world works and i feel like each day is a challenge of my faith and my ability to love the people who are close to me.
i am human. i loose patience. i get hurt. we never fight. loving is hard when you don’t feel like you received much but negativity in return. but i’m going to keep trying. i give up. keep on loving. keep on praying. have patience, my heart. pleaseeee.
“Love is patient, love is kind, love does not envy, it does not boast. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perserveres. ” -1 corinthians 13:4-7
if i have hurt you brother, i ask of your forgiveness. we clash. we understand each other. there was once a time when i thought we were so alike and so in tune with each other’s lives, but as we grow older i feel like i see more and more differences and potential injuries in our friendship. but you are my friend and my brother nonetheless, and i dont think there is any other solution to our conflicts other than to forgive and forget. love and move on. let’s heal together and love together okay?
it’s hard, i know. sometimes i don’t want to. but let’s keep loving.
okay buddy? :]
